TIME TO GO:
"The sun sets and rises each day, and it's the same with the avenues in your life. See the beauty within each sunset in your life, and know that the sun will also rise again tomorrow. Endings are merely the start of a new beginning, and we are with you through each phase and cycle."
From Daily Guidance from Your Angels Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue
I just broke up with Michael again ...
But ... I had a moment of weakness ... to identify my emotions and let them go.... because that's what I had to do ...
No other choice. And I had to get back to him, to see.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Manifesting what I want from this life...
1. What is my deepest desire?
I desire to understand my soul's true purpose and continue my journey onward with my soulmate.
I desire to find my soulmate, my twin flame, to complete my life, walking our paths together.
I desire to have my dreams manifest for the good of all mankind.
I desire to spur my children on in their correct path so they may realize their potential.
I desire total freedom.
2. What would I like to accomplish in my life?
I want bring about Global Consciousness via my screenplay.
I yearn to be a successful Producer for feature films, especially ones that I write.
I want to raise my children to be spiritually conscious.
I want to provide a nice comfortable life style for myself and my family: beautiful home, nice furnishings, gorgeous cars.
3. What would I like to accomplish this year?
I want to be the executive producer of Shrinking Charlotte and be on set and learn about the production from start to finish.
I want to be a millionaire by the end of the year, and finance my own films and other projects.
My goal is to establish myself as a producer and writer, and have "True Illusion" become a house hold name.
I want to accomplish starting a community to further the education of self improvement and self awareness, for myself and others, to raise spiritual awareness, increasing the vibration of the human consciousness.
4. Where would I like to be in 5 years?
I want to be producing movies, with my soulmate by my side.
I want to be Teaching my children the ways of the New World.
I want to be reaping the rewards of all my hard work (self gratifying on a job well done).
I want to be leading the way to the frontier of Global Oneness, educating humanity.
5. Where would I like to be in 20 years?
With my children and grandchildren, in a big huge mediteranian style home on the ocean, teaching the children about life and goals, dreams and success;
Practicing a new way of life with elevated thinking and integrating higher levels of intelligence.
Demonstrating (being an example of discipline and dedication) the effects of setting your mind to something and not stopping for anything until that dream has become a reality.
6. What am I good at?
Writing, evoking emotion from people's souls, using my imagination.
Connecting people to the right people.
Creating scenarios and other world's.
Teaching what I know; sharing my knowledge.
Encouraging people and motivating them toward their goals.
Influencing some people, who have it in them to do what I'm suggesting.
I'm also good at problem solving, finding an optimal solution by creation of probable outcomes.
I desire to understand my soul's true purpose and continue my journey onward with my soulmate.
I desire to find my soulmate, my twin flame, to complete my life, walking our paths together.
I desire to have my dreams manifest for the good of all mankind.
I desire to spur my children on in their correct path so they may realize their potential.
I desire total freedom.
2. What would I like to accomplish in my life?
I want bring about Global Consciousness via my screenplay.
I yearn to be a successful Producer for feature films, especially ones that I write.
I want to raise my children to be spiritually conscious.
I want to provide a nice comfortable life style for myself and my family: beautiful home, nice furnishings, gorgeous cars.
3. What would I like to accomplish this year?
I want to be the executive producer of Shrinking Charlotte and be on set and learn about the production from start to finish.
I want to be a millionaire by the end of the year, and finance my own films and other projects.
My goal is to establish myself as a producer and writer, and have "True Illusion" become a house hold name.
I want to accomplish starting a community to further the education of self improvement and self awareness, for myself and others, to raise spiritual awareness, increasing the vibration of the human consciousness.
4. Where would I like to be in 5 years?
I want to be producing movies, with my soulmate by my side.
I want to be Teaching my children the ways of the New World.
I want to be reaping the rewards of all my hard work (self gratifying on a job well done).
I want to be leading the way to the frontier of Global Oneness, educating humanity.
5. Where would I like to be in 20 years?
With my children and grandchildren, in a big huge mediteranian style home on the ocean, teaching the children about life and goals, dreams and success;
Practicing a new way of life with elevated thinking and integrating higher levels of intelligence.
Demonstrating (being an example of discipline and dedication) the effects of setting your mind to something and not stopping for anything until that dream has become a reality.
6. What am I good at?
Writing, evoking emotion from people's souls, using my imagination.
Connecting people to the right people.
Creating scenarios and other world's.
Teaching what I know; sharing my knowledge.
Encouraging people and motivating them toward their goals.
Influencing some people, who have it in them to do what I'm suggesting.
I'm also good at problem solving, finding an optimal solution by creation of probable outcomes.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Special Announcement
For our own amusement this evening, the Blue Light
Special will be located directly behind you in your
Rear-View and Side-View mirrors.
NOTE:
*To receive your VIP PASS and/or ALL ACCESS PASS,
visit our Blue Light Special promotion booths, which are conveniently
located at each and every Sobriety Check Point in your city. Our Agents are standing
by to assist you with obtaining your pass. Better hurry, these are going fast!
For an indefinite amount of time, our First Time
"Guests of Honor" will receive a FREE VIP PASS! YES!
You heard right! An all expenses paid trip, complete
with transportation! We will even store your vehicle on our secure lot, providing a complementary
complete car detail
This VIP PASS* grants you and/or your party 1-4
nights* in a cozy, yet charming, one-room suite. If
you like, we can reserve more than one night for you,
dependent upon your outlook.
applicants will be based soley on his/her ability and
capacity to follow simple directions, abiding by the
regulations and proper procedures given by the Room Attendants.}
Included in your stay, you'll receive three
delicious balanced meals a day. *Room service is
available.
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While you are enjoying your stay in the exciting,
action-packed "Misdemeanor Mansion", you can mingle
with people from all walks of life, make new friends,
greet old high school pals. Maybe even meet that
special someone you've been searching for.
You'll have the opportunity during the beginning
of your enchanted encounter with us to catch a sneak
preview* of shows coming soon to a room near you.
Enjoy Cameo appearances from our colorful, yet
socially acceptable, special friends: the "Wards from
Psych unit 7."
For your OWN protection, please keep your hands and feet inside the ride at all times.
(*viewing areas are located at or near the Booking and
Welcome Center. And please, do NOT breathe, spit or
urinate on the glass. DO NOT make any sudden threatening
movements, crude gestures or your mama jokes. Not liable for any damages
incurred while viewing.)
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For those of you who are our loyal guests, returning
after your supervised adventure into the outside
world, welcome back.
And for your peace of mind, you have just been
issued an ALL ACCESS PASS! The most coveted and rarely
sought-after membership to this highly populated
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Congratulations on your excellent decision making
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Furthermore, securing an ALL ACCESS PASS duly
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name in several well known data- banks across the
globe, gaining recognition for your retributions to
society.
ALL ACCESS PASS memberships absolutely guarantee
that all your legal rights will be revoked and waived
until your not-so-fair-and speedy trail.
Once again, congratulations on your decision. Welcome to the Billy Club.
*Offer only valid for our "Peat and Repeat
Offenders", Class A Felonies and Higher, and our
Returning "Wudn't me" Division Champions.
*Incarcerated where indicted.
Monday, March 23, 2009
My source of amusement
"Can't take things out, without putting something positive back in..." says an attractive child-like, woman in her late 50's early 60's. She straightens her light gray wool blazer, tugging it towards her hips, smoothing out her dark green capri slacks. I watch her intently as she looks around, seeing something that no one else does, talking to no one in particular.
She is at one of many tables on the patio at Starbucks, in her own little world. Miss Lady picks up a worn-out, yellowed newspaper, "You know when I bought this?" she asks someone (whom I cannot see, in the wide open, near empty area). She adjusts her ill-fitted reading glasses, reading the date out loud, her tone matter-of-fact, "September 15th." Folds it, lays it back down. "I've been here two hours. Two hours I've been here. Yes. I need to mail something at the post office. It needs to be there tomorrow, I could mail it today, but yesterday would be better than today...."
In this self inflicted state of denial where she resides... it looks wonderful as I sit at a near by table, even if I'm only catching a glimpse of what makes her happy. An old wrinkled children's activity book lies at the edge of her world, pushing slightly in my direction. I'm sure these have given her an exceeding amount of entertainment and company during her lonely days.... The colors of her world are bleeding through the fabric of my reality, exponentially.
Her three foot of personal space includes Elmers glue, a box of colored markers, a note book... several half smoked cigarette butts carefully arranged on a clear plastic lid... clutter our reality, but to her, they are the only friends she knows. I watch her as she speaks to one of the characters, telling it, "You stay right there, I have to go get your friends... " Lovingly touching the paper as if she's petting fur, she steps away to gather "his friends" who have flown on to the ground. Picking them up from the dirty concrete, "I'll take care of you, like I didn't before,I should have," brushing the dirt from their colorful little faces, hugging them, "I'm sorry..."
Looking at the petite woman, she reminds me of a seven year old little girl, playing "Dress Up" in her mommy's clothes, shoes, and make up. The hat atop her head, something of safari style. Her mascara seems to have been applied meticulously, yet smudged over the top of her eyes as if she sneezed directly afterwards.
I continuously watch her for several minutes, as did the other two onlookers. We're engrossed and enthralled, and can't seem to take our eyes off of her, nor stop listening to her rambling non-sense.
Why? (shaking my head) I have no idea. She intrigued all of us for a few moments of our lives... letting us escape the pressures of people and daily chaos and the sounds of buses and horns. ... To hear the melodic entrancing lullaby which she sings on a daily basis, captivating her audience unintentionally, during this performance.
The Lot of us, we had our own private play, in our own private 12 foot of space. We've just shared the mind of another, without even realizing it, until it was over. One by one we left, leaving her without saying good bye, so that one day, we will still have unfinished business. We may, yet again meet... when our minds (on that day) are restless and need a pair of scissors to cut the fabric of our pandemonious and self-imposed vandilistic lifestyles.... . She can laso a rope around us and pull us into her delightful world, renewing our love for life and enjoy the blessings bestowed upon us.
Copyright (c) 2007 by Angela A. Holladay
She is at one of many tables on the patio at Starbucks, in her own little world. Miss Lady picks up a worn-out, yellowed newspaper, "You know when I bought this?" she asks someone (whom I cannot see, in the wide open, near empty area). She adjusts her ill-fitted reading glasses, reading the date out loud, her tone matter-of-fact, "September 15th." Folds it, lays it back down. "I've been here two hours. Two hours I've been here. Yes. I need to mail something at the post office. It needs to be there tomorrow, I could mail it today, but yesterday would be better than today...."
In this self inflicted state of denial where she resides... it looks wonderful as I sit at a near by table, even if I'm only catching a glimpse of what makes her happy. An old wrinkled children's activity book lies at the edge of her world, pushing slightly in my direction. I'm sure these have given her an exceeding amount of entertainment and company during her lonely days.... The colors of her world are bleeding through the fabric of my reality, exponentially.
Her three foot of personal space includes Elmers glue, a box of colored markers, a note book... several half smoked cigarette butts carefully arranged on a clear plastic lid... clutter our reality, but to her, they are the only friends she knows. I watch her as she speaks to one of the characters, telling it, "You stay right there, I have to go get your friends... " Lovingly touching the paper as if she's petting fur, she steps away to gather "his friends" who have flown on to the ground. Picking them up from the dirty concrete, "I'll take care of you, like I didn't before,I should have," brushing the dirt from their colorful little faces, hugging them, "I'm sorry..."
Looking at the petite woman, she reminds me of a seven year old little girl, playing "Dress Up" in her mommy's clothes, shoes, and make up. The hat atop her head, something of safari style. Her mascara seems to have been applied meticulously, yet smudged over the top of her eyes as if she sneezed directly afterwards.
I continuously watch her for several minutes, as did the other two onlookers. We're engrossed and enthralled, and can't seem to take our eyes off of her, nor stop listening to her rambling non-sense.
Why? (shaking my head) I have no idea. She intrigued all of us for a few moments of our lives... letting us escape the pressures of people and daily chaos and the sounds of buses and horns. ... To hear the melodic entrancing lullaby which she sings on a daily basis, captivating her audience unintentionally, during this performance.
The Lot of us, we had our own private play, in our own private 12 foot of space. We've just shared the mind of another, without even realizing it, until it was over. One by one we left, leaving her without saying good bye, so that one day, we will still have unfinished business. We may, yet again meet... when our minds (on that day) are restless and need a pair of scissors to cut the fabric of our pandemonious and self-imposed vandilistic lifestyles.... . She can laso a rope around us and pull us into her delightful world, renewing our love for life and enjoy the blessings bestowed upon us.
Copyright (c) 2007 by Angela A. Holladay
Hollywood....
You can look up and see "stars" any time of the day. Its got it all, as it's the heart of the entertainment industry. The lure of its mystical enchantment is consistently drawing millions of different souls from all walks of life. Actors, models, and musicians who came here to pursue what's in their hearts. They are the ones who feel like they're home when they step on the sidewalk.
It's part of the world where the City of Angels takes everyone under her wings, accepting and challenging them. From the bigger-better-faster millionaires sauntering down the glittering "Walk of Fame" to the dirty, poor homeless littering "The Boulevard of Broken Dreams." Yet, they all walk along this same street known as The Hollywood Boulevard.
"excerpt from my T.V. pilot"
(C) Angela Holladay 2007
It's part of the world where the City of Angels takes everyone under her wings, accepting and challenging them. From the bigger-better-faster millionaires sauntering down the glittering "Walk of Fame" to the dirty, poor homeless littering "The Boulevard of Broken Dreams." Yet, they all walk along this same street known as The Hollywood Boulevard.
"excerpt from my T.V. pilot"
(C) Angela Holladay 2007
Life Consciousness
I AM the one who is making a difference in the world. I believe that.. yet I know that I can only save one person at a time. Every second is another chance to turn it all around, do better, be better, love more, reach out to someone, smile... do something different. I stay in the "conscious mind"
I do a LOT of research on intelligence of the mind and the mental capacity of the brain. How it works, what emotions do chemically, psychologically and physically.
You can only change how you react to other people, you can't control them.
NOTE TO READERS: Life is a journey... a path. It is a choice. You make decisions every second which dictates your future. Think about the little phone calls you make, or texts, or extra stop in the mirror to check your reflection ... all through out the day..
You affect everyone and everything around you. It's the Universal Laws. Most don't realize this because they are closed off to certain possibilities... their ego stands in the way of truth and real understanding of why we're all on this earth. I am awake. Are you?
Contemplate why we meet people who leave a lasting impression immediately, then they're gone.... We are all put here for each other. Believe in yourselves and believe in others. Faith is what makes you fearless. I am without fear. Be of strong mind. And remember: it is better to be wise. Create your own reality, make your own decisions, be who you are. Don't quit. Always think ahead, don't think behind you. Looking forward gets you where you want to be. Learn everything you can about everything you can.
Knowledge IS absolute power. If you like this please let me know... Let your light shine from within ...
I do a LOT of research on intelligence of the mind and the mental capacity of the brain. How it works, what emotions do chemically, psychologically and physically.
You can only change how you react to other people, you can't control them.
NOTE TO READERS: Life is a journey... a path. It is a choice. You make decisions every second which dictates your future. Think about the little phone calls you make, or texts, or extra stop in the mirror to check your reflection ... all through out the day..
You affect everyone and everything around you. It's the Universal Laws. Most don't realize this because they are closed off to certain possibilities... their ego stands in the way of truth and real understanding of why we're all on this earth. I am awake. Are you?
Contemplate why we meet people who leave a lasting impression immediately, then they're gone.... We are all put here for each other. Believe in yourselves and believe in others. Faith is what makes you fearless. I am without fear. Be of strong mind. And remember: it is better to be wise. Create your own reality, make your own decisions, be who you are. Don't quit. Always think ahead, don't think behind you. Looking forward gets you where you want to be. Learn everything you can about everything you can.
Knowledge IS absolute power. If you like this please let me know... Let your light shine from within ...
So you wanna break into show business huh?
Well, that's such an old addage.... It's not called "show business" anymore, sweet'hot ... It's called "the INDUSTRY" nowadays.
I can help you with that.
Actually to be honest, I could probably help you with a lot more than just that. I have made so many connections with SOOOO many people, I should start charging a consultation fee for all the work and networking I do.
This is my first post. But, ya know? If it weren't so late, I'd be doing a little more writing. I've just got to get up early and go to the office.
I do have several projects I'm working on right now and MORE to come.
Peace for now and always
I can help you with that.
Actually to be honest, I could probably help you with a lot more than just that. I have made so many connections with SOOOO many people, I should start charging a consultation fee for all the work and networking I do.
This is my first post. But, ya know? If it weren't so late, I'd be doing a little more writing. I've just got to get up early and go to the office.
I do have several projects I'm working on right now and MORE to come.
Peace for now and always
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